It seems like trying to love is not a reason to find love. I try so hard to forget you and just find love in another place that doesn't remind me of you. I try so hard every day to say that today is a new day that will start fresh with you in the past and you stay there. But each day the pressing feeling seems to get bigger and bigger colliding with surrounding emotions of love and pain eloping my soul leaving all of the pain together. It's like the memories of you don't want to be forgotten they just want to be alive like my heart has only space for you. I WANT TO NOT THINK OF YOU when I see a boy. but as always it doesn't happen.
Saturday
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