Fuck this (excuse my language)

I can't seem to fit in.
I'm tried of this shit
(excuse my language)
I'm not trying to fit in
I'm trying to stand out
I don't wanna be normal
I want to be seen
I want to be heard
to be loved
to be cared for
to be listened to
I'm done with this shit (excuse my language)
I just want to be me....
Is that bad?

For you

Dear Obession of the HEart,
 I can't seem to control myself, this lust seems to control me. I honestly don't want to stop the feelings. I love the power you make me feel. I love the way you make me feel loved when no one else does,even if your made up of our old summer memories,wishes,and hidden feelings....you feel so ALIVE. Don't go away please. I love you. A lot and it's not going away. In every guy I see I see you. I feel your touch,your kiss. Your hands. Your smile. Your laugh. I feel you when I'm cold and lonely. I feel you when I'm scared. I feel you when I need someone. I need you. Come back?

we could've had it all We could've hit a home run You rained on my parade .. And then you ran away.