Will you save me.

Who the hell are you?!

Dear Heart,

Shut the fuck up. You think you have it hard you don't go through the feelings. You don't see the love they give me. The love that they should. You don't hear the people with their he's to good for you or he's a dumb ass for this a dumb ass for that. You don't feel the pain that I do. You don't got through the pain that they can attack on you. They just use you. They just play you. They just hate me. scratch that.

They hate us.

“Anger is only a natural reaction; one of the mind's ways of reacting to things that it percieves to be wrong. While anger can sometimes lead people to do shocking things,it can also be an instinct to show people that something isn't right.”

Pissed off,crying,sad,depressed, and suicidal,
your owner.

Fuck All of You

Dear Owner,

Fuck you . your a selfish heartless bitch who deserves to die. You cause me to think in things that would never happen. you make me feel warm and happy when your tricking me,you forget to tell me things that are important. You deceive me. I'm so tired of being hurt you need to just die. You need to crawl in a corner. I'm tired of breaking,of squeezing the last of my love and my all into cracks that are endless. I need you to promise me not to think of things like that anymore. I want you to try. TRY your hardest. I know your not perfect but please I can't take this pain. please

I Knew it was to good to be true,
 Your heart.

When I think of something to say. I pause. I relax. I breathe.
When you think of something to say. You pause. You think. You attack. You anger.
You make me hungry with desire. I brace you. You escape me.
I capture. You flee.
I draw blood. You run from it.
I thirst for you. You drown in me.
I love you. You run.
Welcome to the Selfish Machine.

Do you think you're the only one afraid of this machine?

Second chances won't leave you alone
Then there's faith in love
He was always the one
No such thing as too young

I can't love you anymore. I found my second chance. I've found my life raft. I've found the branch to hold onto. I've found life again. I have to give you up as many times as I've said this I think I found you a friend. Maybe he'll become the next you.... but for now. I've found my second chance.

<3

Love is just a thought in our heads. 

Wonderland

I'm in a place where I can be free. Where I dont have to fear judgement from anyone. Where I can cry and no one can hear. Where night is always safer,the dark is a friend, and life is great.

Are we losing or beginning

To try a new life without you?

  But I couldn't let you go no, I'd never let you go my dear 

So keep talking 'cause I love to hear your voice

Another girl without a sharper knife...

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Don't bother cause this love is a lie 

Hopelessness

What does it feel to have someone say I love you? Does it make you feel happy? Do you glow with pride,with satisfaction of the fact that you finally have someone? or Do you feel lost,lonely,sad. Due to the fact that your scared you may lose them? Do you turn bitter? Do you give up? What do you do? What can you do. How can you react. Why? Do you wish they didn't? Do you wish someone else loved you?

Ima bitch ima monster
Yes Ima beast and I feast when I conquer
But I'm alone on my throne, all these witches
I came this way all this way just to say

I give up.