Hopelessness

What does it feel to have someone say I love you? Does it make you feel happy? Do you glow with pride,with satisfaction of the fact that you finally have someone? or Do you feel lost,lonely,sad. Due to the fact that your scared you may lose them? Do you turn bitter? Do you give up? What do you do? What can you do. How can you react. Why? Do you wish they didn't? Do you wish someone else loved you?

Ima bitch ima monster
Yes Ima beast and I feast when I conquer
But I'm alone on my throne, all these witches
I came this way all this way just to say

I give up.