Standing in the dark
Pretend not to care
Why go though lies
 conduct the truth to be honest
be yourself.
pretend not to care
turn your pain into passion'
be swallowed into the darkness you call life
strive to excel with out me
try to become the person you say
 I held back
still think of me?
still think of the memories?
still think of all the times we had.
we're closer than ever and yet
 we're so far apart..

I admit...

is this how you wanted it to be?
                 OR
did things just get out of hand?
did you really do all this just for a touch
a kiss?
a feeling?
was it worth...
 two peas in a pod
lost to each other
but then you werent true
you left
 I admit
I need you 
I wish you were here to talk to
no one else understands
then agaian i try to make them not
because I invested in you.
Not only my time
But my true self