I admit...

is this how you wanted it to be?
                 OR
did things just get out of hand?
did you really do all this just for a touch
a kiss?
a feeling?
was it worth...
 two peas in a pod
lost to each other
but then you werent true
you left
 I admit
I need you 
I wish you were here to talk to
no one else understands
then agaian i try to make them not
because I invested in you.
Not only my time
But my true self