Fuck this (excuse my language)

I can't seem to fit in.
I'm tried of this shit
(excuse my language)
I'm not trying to fit in
I'm trying to stand out
I don't wanna be normal
I want to be seen
I want to be heard
to be loved
to be cared for
to be listened to
I'm done with this shit (excuse my language)
I just want to be me....
Is that bad?