This passion is crazy. 

It's like a fire that just won't go out. A light that should have burned out.

Your the water that I so badly need. Your the answer to quenching my thirst.

Yet you find fun in dehydrating me,in making me dry and cold. making me shrivel like a grape. 

Your destroying me ...we both know it,yet we both need it.

This passion it's mind blowing,sense tingling,heart stopping,relax driven,bulletproof,

It's Real.

You just haven't noticed it yet.