Just Friends?

Getting my wishes hasn't been the best.
Holding my breath and waiting for the best.
Sighing with sorrow hold the rest.
vacate the seats leave the home.
Suffocate the air poison the rest.
Leave me until i know im at my best.
Beg me to stay abandon the rest.
Fall asleep remind me, is this the slow symphony.
Dance to the death.
Finish to the start
glow for the best
kill the rest.
Sleep alone on the phone.
 Will we be backwards?

Hold me?