You lost your faith

I lost my friend.

appearance is deceiving

Lies always have truth

truth always has lies.

 I'm losing my faith in everything. You helped me become the person I am today. Your the jelly to my peanut butter sandwich....

The weight of the world feels like its on me. Before you were there to help me carry it, to walk me through the tough times. We planed the world. We did. What happened? Did we REALLY lose our faith with each other. I guess if I lie to myself enough I can somehow mange.

 But 

there's always the what if's.. 

You and I both know. 

They tend to not be in my favor....

 I lost you didn't I?