Publishing things dont really have an effect on me. Sure I may never understand why things happened. Or  then again ...maybe I do. But the fact of the matter is that I want someone else to know what happened. There are always two sides of a story and this is just mine. It doesn't mean my side is less "politically correct" then his. It just means this is how I look upon the things that I see. Its not a big cause as to why I think, its more of a cause as to HOW I FEEL. No one gives a big fuck about how I feel and I must say that it pisses me the fuck off. Like table flipping fucking mad. Go ahead and spite my language spite my image but dont spite my feelings. That's the closest fucking things you will ever get to knowing me.